Biles: I don’t trust myself anymore

Simone Biles was left weighing her Olympic future on Tuesday after dropping out of the women’s gymnastics team final at the Tokyo Summer Games after one disappointing vault saying she had to focus on her mental health.

Simone Biles
Simone Biles

For so long Biles had appeared invincible, racking up 30 world and Olympic medals in a spectacular career that was expected to come to a closely-watched climax in Tokyo as she launched a bid for six gold medals that would make her the greatest female Olympic champion of all time.

But just as her quest got underway on Tuesday it all unravelled, the 24-year-old American later conceding that the pressure of living up to expectations had left her no other choice but to stop after one vault.

The retirement from the team competition has left Biles’ future participation at the Tokyo Games in limbo.

She had been expected to feature in all six events at the Games that included a defence of her all-around crown on Thursday followed by four apparatus finals next week.

“I do not trust myself anymore,” said Biles, fighting back tears as she met with the world’s media. “I have to focus on my mental health.

“There is more to life than just gymnastics.

“It is very unfortunate that it has to happen at this stage because I definitely wanted these Olympics to go a little bit better.

“We have to protect our mind and our body rather than just go out there and do what the world wants us to do.”

First Step

What many wanted to see was Biles take the first step towards six gold medals that would make her the greatest female Olympian of all time.

But what they saw instead was a stunning breakdown as Biles ended her evening after one vault, her score of 13.766 the lowest on the U.S. team that without their leader went on to surrender the team title to Russia, settling for silver.

Stunned and close to tears, Biles, gold medal winner on the vault at the Rio Olympics, sat dejected in a chair as coaches and team mates surrounded her before moving onto the uneven bars, the United States sitting second, 1.067 behind the Russians.

Biles, however, appeared to be more than simply disappointed, leaving the arena with the trainer as her team mates warmed up.

By now coaches and officials sprinkled throughout the Ariake Gymnastics Centre had begun to chatter as Biles reappeared minutes later after slipping into her warm-up gear.

“After the performance I did I just didn’t want to go on,” said Biles, who will pick up her sixth Olympic medal for being part of the United States squad that earned silver. “We are going to see about Thursday.

“It’s going to be a quick turnaround.

“It is what it is, whatever happens, happens and it’s going to be completely fine.”